I haven't written here in a while. A lot of things have happened over the past few months, and I've recently discovered something about myself that sometimes scares me.

Sometimes I feel like I have brought this upon myself. Is this thing something I can change by myself? I never really saw this as a challenge until it was actually right in front of me. All I know is that half of the time, I'm scared about everything. Half of the time, I dont know why I'm still doing this. But, life goes on right? And in the end, we'll all be okay.